Mother’s Day

by Ashley Weeks Cart

Mama, I know what I want for my birthday next week, but I don’t think I can have it.

Oh yeah, what is it?

Momar. I just want Momar.

Me too, baby. Every second. Of every day.

I have been dreading today. Facing a Mother’s Day without my mother. A motherless Mother’s Day.

I ran into the pharmacy to pick up a prescription this week and fell apart in the card section. The onslaught of Mother’s Day cards brought me to my knees. I have no mother to whom to send a card this year. And that never ceases to be a devastating reality.

I would have purchased this tote for my mom this year. The sentiment, the French, and the organization it supports are a trifecta of awesome that just scream ALLISON. So I bought it for myself, and wear it as a reminder.

Maman, Je t’aime.

Every second. Of every day.

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She made this beautiful family of mine possible and I see her reflected daily in the smiles and noses and hearts of my children.